Must be a boring job

considering how often i update, and my personality in general, and the fact that i have been trying to steer clear of all the bullshit with lyz, i never would have expected to find myself making a post that included and update in this soap opera of slander, but theres a question that i feel absolutely must be asked. Here goes. lyz took it upon herself to inform the authorities that ash created a rather insulting picture of her that ended up posted on the internet. The Livonia PD reacted with haste to this urgent matter by calling ash's school and informing her for ash's evil wrong-doings. The question i have is not for lyz, but for the Livonia police department: ARENT THERE RAPES AND MURDERS AND MORE IMPORTANT THINGS THAN A GIRL GETTING PICKED ON HAPPENING IN YOUR CITY!? Jesus christ people there are people that need protection from serious physical harm and property damage. while i'm here, i feel this is a good place to mention that the police dont actually protect anyone. excluding the few rare cases where an officer actually sees a crime about to be committed and recognizes the fact that theres a problem there). The cops dont protect, there job is to show up after something has already happened and try to punish the person or people responsible. in this sense the police arent civil servants in place to protect he innocent, but bloodthirsty scoundrels (yes, scoundrels) who's job it is to hunt down and punish people. with all that said, i bid you good day

hey, i took a quiz

i know its not usually like me, but i took a quiz anyway You scored as Ninja Cat. Be at ease, grasshopper. Put away the horribly dubbed movies and katanas for a while. While physical fitness is a good thing, nobody likes to be told over and over and over and over what martial arts you have mastered. Get a life.Ninja Cat58%Derranged Cat50%Couch Potato Cat42%Love Machine Cat42%Pissed at the World Cat33%Nerd Cat17%Drunk Cat0%</td>Which Absurd Cat are you?created with QuizFarm.com

let it be known

ok everyone heres the deal, if billy hartley says a single word about ash dont believe it, any of it. unless of course what he tells you is "i tried to ruin ash's relationship with arthur and with caiti by telling her they hated her and talked shit about her, so she got mad and said some things to me. even tho i probably deserved what i got, i am now going to procede to try and get you to take my side and hate her by telling you how evil and bad she is for being mad at me" unless thats what he tells you, there about a 95% chance he's lying to you.

Hey Guys

so im just chillin here talkin to ash and she's like, you should update your journals. i says to her, i says, "ehhh" and then she tells me, if i look at my last entry, i'll wanna update. well of course she was right. just in case any of you were unaware, that really big news is really old news, and no longer applies. but im sure you all knew that. so anyway i gots a few things to tell ya. im dropin outta school. and before you shit you pants and leave a comment like, nick i can't believe you, you too smart to drop out, blah blah blah blah, read this shit right here about to be typed. as of right now i'm lookin at another year and a half, possibly two, of high school. subtracting of course the card marking i just went through. i have come fully to the realization that i am just plain bad at school. after talkin to some teachers and my counselor i formed a plan, a plan approved by those teachers and that counselor, that goes a little something like this: kick it G-money! Drop outta school, get my GED. work for the rest of the semester, than start classes at henry ford community college. take care of my required classes for chemistry and/or biology, throw an ACT or two into the mix, and then transfer to a better college. get a degree from above mentioned "better college" and start making the big bucks, and then spendin them all on my girlfriend and my car.in other news, i plan to go as long as i possibly can eating nothing but rice. if for some strange reason you'd like to know how thats going, YOU CAN FUCKING ASK! and also i will be wrighting anything related to it in a notebook i have, so i guess you could see that too. maybe.

Really big news

As of like 11 o'clock 9-15-04, ashezz and i are officially broken up, not longer a couple, just friends, how else can i put it? Ash and her dad got in some big fight about me over something. he wouldn't tell her what the big deal was, but he decided that she couldn't see me anymore. we're still aloud to talk, but we cant see eachother, even just to hang out. Get this, he says she can see other people, just not me. I hope she doesn't, it would kill me. when it happened i was balling my eyes out, but now i'm not sure what i feel. It's not as sadness as much as it's an emptiness. Something about me just feels wrong. I'll make my way through this, but it wont be easy, hopelully easier than i think it'll be, but it'll probably be harder than i can imagine. I just hope this is all a big misunderstanding and i can have her back someday.

Really Big News

As of like 11 o'clock 9-15-04, ashezz and i are officially broken up, not longer a couple, just friends, how else can i put it? Ash and her dad got in some big fight about me over something. he wouldn't tell her what the big deal was, but he decided that she couldn't see me anymore. we're still aloud to talk, but we cant see eachother, even just to hang out. Get this, he says she can see other people, just not me. I hope she doesn't, it would kill me. when it happened i was balling my eyes out, but now i'm not sure what i feel. It's not as sadness as much as it's an emptiness. Something about me just feels wrong. I'll make my way through this, but it wont be easy, hopelully easier than i think it'll be, but it'll probably be harder than i can imagine. I just hope this is all a big misunderstanding and i can have her back someday.

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and then there were buns

well, we're back from the hippie trip. it had nothing to do with hippies but say it, hippie trip, its kinda enjoyable. it was fun at times and not at others, like everything else. ashezz dad is one hell of a bitchy person. he can find something to complain about even if he just won the lottery. "god dammit, what the hell am i gonna do with all this damn money?! the IRS is gonna be on my ass all the goddam time now, thats how those pricks are ya know, they just keep takin from ya and they'll take it all if you let em, yo gotta watch out for motherfuckers like that, cuz there everywhere!" and after he changed the subject so many times everyone had forgotten how the conversation even started he would just shut up untill he missed the sound of his own bitching and find something else to bitch about. and if there was nothing to start complaining about he would just pick up right where he left off and you'll have no fuckin idea what he's talkin about. i feel sorry for ashezz cuz everytime she does something, even if its great, he bitches at her. "thats great ashley, thank you, but i would have done it this way, the way you did it is stupid, if you were smart you would have done it this way , thats the way smart people do it" i swear to god people i couldnt make this shit up. thats exactly what he sounds like. well anyway it was fun and all, as much fun as that situation could have been. we're back if anyone really wants to talk to me or visit or whatever you know my number or where i live and if you dont i probably dont want you to visit anyway. PEACE OUT BITCHEZZZZZ!

*tch* uhhh man

so last night i satyed at ashezz house so that we could go to jackson with her dad in the morning. i woke up at 7:30 so that i could cash my last pay check and get back to johns house. i had mom drop me off so that the car didnt just sit in front of ashezz's house for a week. well now its 4 in the afretnoon and were still here. ashezz dad decided he had a bunch of shit to do and the tries to blame the delay on ashezz, get this, for not calling yesterday and making sure he was ready or some shit like that. he was a real dick about it too. im starving my ass off, quite literally, i can feel my body consuming the fat reserves in my ass. all i had to eat to day is a bagle, and a grape. not really, but i think we've all seen the kevin james stand up. it looks like we'll all probably spend 2 more hours poop-dickin' around and not get out of here till 6, or eat till 6 for that matter. on a side note use that word poop-dick a lot more in you everyday life. its extreamly versitile. it can only have one true meaning, and sence the word is poop-dick i think we all know what it is. but when used in everyday life as a verb and not a noun it can mean anything. my personal favorite use for it is if someone is moving too slow, i say, "hey rodger! quit poop-dickin around back there". but it can really be used in plave of any verb, anytime anyone is doing anything you can easily say there poop-dickin it. "hey, whats tony doing?" "oh, he's just poop-dickin it at his house". see what i mean. anyway as my body eats my ass this chair becomes less and less comfortable. so i must bid you all good day. good day to you all.

what are you talking about

My Best Friend is hey_its_ashOur 83 common interests are: adolescent day treatment, adult swim, anarchy sucks, art, at the drive-in, bashing the president, bast, brandon boyd, checkerboard, chris "the chaser" hoobler, cky, coheed and cambria, coloring, comedy central, comic books, countless metal/hardcore/industrial bands, crayola, crayons, debate, dirty jokes, drawing, emo, family camp, family guy, fantasy, franklin, friends, from autumn to ashes, fucking, fun, gay rights, green day, history, hopesfall, hot pink, i hate good charlotte, individuality, inuyasha, jim morrison, kissing, kittens, lagwagon, livonia, mindless self indulgence, music, new found glory, nick, nine inch nails, nirvana, no doubt, nofx, norma jean, oasis, photography, photograpy, pictures, poetry, poison the well, pro choice, psychology, punk, queen, rancid, sex, sexual innuendos, shai hulud, singing, south park, staind, stand-up comedy, steven seagal, suicide machines, swimming, sxe, the casulties, the distillers, the doors, the fifth element, the get up kids, the martyr coalition, the who, westland, writingWho is your best friend?Username: Created by macotowhat do you mean "cheat the system"?

ARTHUR!

black on balck? you highlight it ya big dummy.how long did you wait for that response?so anyway if you all cant find me for about a week it'll be cuz im in jackson from like the 10th to the 18th. you probably don't care because you all hate me inside anyway. anyone remember how pretty my car was when i first got it? probably not cuz i just keep destroying it more. well when the insurance check comes it might just be that pretty again. woohoo! that makes me happy n shtuff. i cut my hair down so i could grow it out, dont interrupt me, let me finish, it does make sence cuz it wasnt all one length. see if you just let me finish you'll see i had a reason. so the fro's gonna make a comeback for a while and then when i gets long enough im goin for something totally new. (drumroll) dreads. so ya, that'll be pretty cool, in like a year. i got the new modest mouse CD. i think its pretty good, fuck what you heard, this what you hearin! and dont bother telling me the old stuff is better cuz im already sure it is, but i like the cd, so SUCK ON MY ASS! here, i'll even clean it for ya'. SHOWER TIME! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!oh yea and i love ashezz too.

I love ashezz

there is no event, i love her, i love ashezz all the damn time