Really Big News

As of like 11 o'clock 9-15-04, ashezz and i are officially broken up, not longer a couple, just friends, how else can i put it? Ash and her dad got in some big fight about me over something. he wouldn't tell her what the big deal was, but he decided that she couldn't see me anymore. we're still aloud to talk, but we cant see eachother, even just to hang out. Get this, he says she can see other people, just not me. I hope she doesn't, it would kill me. when it happened i was balling my eyes out, but now i'm not sure what i feel. It's not as sadness as much as it's an emptiness. Something about me just feels wrong. I'll make my way through this, but it wont be easy, hopelully easier than i think it'll be, but it'll probably be harder than i can imagine. I just hope this is all a big misunderstanding and i can have her back someday.